tomorrow morning

so we have to arrive at the hospital tomorrow morning at 6:30 am. it is midnight and i can not sleep...ugh. kaiya is not allowed to have any food after midnight - and only clear liquids till 4:30 am...after that, nothing at all. she had dinner at 6 and then i tried to feed her again at 10 and she looked at me like i was crazy. she just wanted to go to bed and her mean old mom was trying to feed her yet again....so she's sleeping, and with any luck will probably sleep on the car ride to the hospital tomorrow too. 6 am is pretty early for her to be getting up these days. this is kaiya's first surgery so i'm thinking that's what has me so nervous. i will post an update after the surgery.